Verses from deep within

Aged in your angel dreams, I long for you every day… May love find it’s place.. or let me cross your way….

Banhisikha

Jodi bolo parina ami tobe hashbo ektu, tomader tacchille je amar moja lage.
Bus ektu somoy dau amay tomar moto, dekhbe tkhn amar sahosh.
Jodi bhabo rukhbe amay, tobe tai besh bhebo;
Kintu parbe ki banhisikhar uttap samlate…..

Bachar Manete

Mon ki chay sudhu-e sorirer anagona,

Naki ache aro kichu thikana na pawa sapner sohore.

Rakto magsher a sorire kichu totter baki jogan,

Hyto ami diye cholechi nijekei faki.

Jodi tomar nirjas amake dite sedin,

Tobe hyto nijeke khuje pelam.

Ajo achi ami sapner sihorone,

Amar canvas kichu kotha bole jay.

Hyto amake ami korar bhoye,

Ami parini hote adorsho jib.

Sudhu kichu mukhosher aral,

Petechi ghar bhindeshe, pariye tomar theke.

Jodi paro dite kichu sapner jogan,

Tobe hyto bachbo abar bachar manete.

Awaken

People do so many things on their b’day.. what I do is this, my true happiness is in crafting words…
Dedicated to me on my B’day…

Awaken from a deep hallucination, I now stand here strong.
Those desires to please your souls are no longer prevailed.
For now I stand for myself, spreading my arms.
You can no longer curtail my feathers for now I fly high.
Those moments of self pain are no more,
For I have learnt to live unconditional happiness.

My dreams

My dreams, scattered through the glass windows,

Paining rays of sun blinding my eyes.

I may stop breathing, but the heart doesn’t stop.

The pulse so revolting, why are the vein so clogged?

I have burned my soul and petrified my being.

Still I live for my dreams, shattered and lumped.

Natun Bistar

Sabder hahakar byertho chilo kobitar jogane, Aj unmad tandob tar.

Chaisthupe ningrano se sab aguner jalani, Aj agneyogirisomo.

Bhorer alo dekhini bohukal ami, Aj raatjaga sapno dicche bachar jogan.

Tumi jodi nihsesh amar majhe,tobe e amar bachar natun bistar.

To life with laugh

Life as we know it is always said to be tough, well I say it Laugh. But then do I always smile or there is an underlying sadness which dwells inside me. I’m a human and so is you, yes you the reader. Then why am I smiling always? To it, just answer a question of mine, “Have crying loud made your life anymore easy at any point of time?” Thinking? Well we feel better after crying but we feel awesome after smiling. Don’t you feel those stupid things which have made you cry at one point of life don’t matter anymore? I keep on coming across numerous negative people in due course of my life, who love to be a pessimist and think their lives are not worth living. They think they have gone through enough pain in their lives that they have lost all of their charm. Well to them I simply give a smile.

Losing my parents at a tender age was not easy, nor was the desires which were to be suppressed. But still I have lived and living happily. I believe, if I can dream I can achieve anything, provided that’s only me who have to put on the efforts.

Today I may be an item of envy for so many but there was a day when I had nothing to lose apart from my heart and mind. But with the grace of the souls of my parents I have never given up. From a nobody to a respected employee in India’s best company I have gone through enough ups and downs which could have easily corrupted my mind. But no, I have achieved and so I believe if I can you can.

Life will never be fair, it will always be tough, but aren’t we the greatest species in this universe? Don’t you feel we deserve to be treated in the best way possible by us, well sure we all do. Then why to cry over the pain which have intruded into our lives uninvited and spoiled it. Live life like a lion, not like a sheep, respect yourself for what you are and don’t feel bad for what you are not. Life is tough I agree, but so is the diamond which is the most precious.

The Dream

There will be a day when I will fly,
Into a spotless shinny sky.
For the dreams still unsheltered,
For the glory eternal to be uttered.
There will be a day when my soul will rise,
Into a world strong and wise.
Where emotions will not have a price,
Where love is there to all suffice.

Existence

Flapping over the pages of an old diary,

Some emotions made their way to my existence.

Who am I in this deforming mass of flesh?

What is my root?

A sage in meditation or a sinner in disguise,

A lover to the core or a soul of hatred.

Passing by the flicking moments of shades,

Inquisitive in my passions.

The seed of my existence cease to exist,

Passes slowly as the venom in work.

Reliving those moments of innocence and staging a drama,

Putting a mask on my face for the smile I pursuit.

Here I’m confessing my confusions and hoping for an answer,

Still hunting and searching for the cause of my aura.

Still waiting for the mystery to be slowly unveiled,

For the life in me to be slowly revealed.

Sagufta hote huye ehsaas

Rafta rafta khudko jalake raftar na payi maine,

Bus kuch ankahin barbadio se jurta gaya.

Sapno ke bawanddar main kuch iskadar uljha tha,

Ke khud ko rafta rafta khota chala gaya.

Ab magar ek naya sa ehsaas hai sagufta sa dil main,

Ke jehen main hai phirse jagte huye kuch ehsason ki kahani.